When Your Inner Compass Flips: What This Strange Season Is Really Asking of You

There are seasons in life where everything seems to flow the way our mind fells it should..... There are seasons in life where nothing feels quite right.....

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The people you used to feel comfortable with suddenly feel far away.  The conversations that used to be easy now feel strangely hollow.

You wake up in the morning and can’t quite explain it, but something in you knows:

“I can’t keep doing life in the old way.”

Some of you are in one of those seasons.

Scorpio energy is active right now—deep water, deep feeling, deep truth.

And for many of us, it’s not a gentle float.

It feels more like being pulled down into the ocean of our own inner world so we can finally see what has been living there all along.

… in one of my holding, I was asked., I’ve been doing all right for my body and why isn’t it getting better.  And to this, I answered., your body needs to trust you.  - let this teaching sink in… I will gladly expand this when I meet you.  

Why everything feels “off”

You might notice:

• Regular interactions feeling oddly in-authentic or draining

• Social media and news feeling heavier than usual

• A strong urge to pull back, stay quiet, or cancel plans

• A sense that the world is upside-down and surreal

It’s not because you’re too sensitive.

Your inner spiritual compass is updating.

The part of you that quietly feels, “This is right for me” and “This is not” is being recalibrated.

And as that happens, all the places where you’ve minimized yourself begin to ache for honesty.

The old costume doesn’t fit anymore.

And with that begins this separation …. 

The “Great Separation” in real-life terms

Some teachings call this time a “Great Separation.”

To me, it doesn’t speak of judgment.

It speaks of direction.

• Those who choose truth, healing, and divine alignment are being moved into one current.

• Those who choose comfort, control, and old stories are being pulled into another.

You may feel it through:

• Outgrowing certain spaces

• Wanting deeper conversations

• Being less tolerant of emotional control or spiritual bypassing

• Feeling called to simplify your life and make room for what’s real

It can feel lonely, but it is not a punishment.

It is a redirection back to your soul… A soul upgrade.  

Your spirit is saying, “We can’t walk half in truth and half in lie anymore.”

Therefore., 

What’s truly is happening in your heart

Energetically, a lot is moving through the higher heart (the area near the thymus).

You may feel:

• Pressure or fullness in the chest

• Sudden waves of emotion

• Old heartbreak coming into consciousness

• A strange tenderness, like something inside is softening and blooming

This is your deeper heart waking up.

The layers that once protected you—old family pain, unspoken memories, inherited trauma, spiritual exhaustion—are loosening.

Not because you are breaking,

but because your body finally feels safe enough to unclench.

This is the beginning of the truest kind of healing.

The unseen layers

• Humanity has long been influenced by forces that kept us afraid, small, and disconnected.

• Those structures are breaking apart.

• As they crumble, emotional “dust” rises—confusion, chaos, pressure, strange behavior in people around us.

You are not imagining it.

The world is rearranging itself.

And sensitive souls feel it first.

Your part in all this

You are not here to fix the whole planet.

You’re here to be faithful to your own alignment.

This looks like:

• Listening when your body whispers, “No more.”

• Letting yourself grow past relationships that require you to shrink.

• Choosing what nourishes your nervous system, not what drains it.

• Staying close to the devotional Divine practice in the ways you know—breath, cleansing, balancing, alignment, healing, prayer, silence.

This season may ask you to:

• Reevaluate your thoughts

• Reclaim your time

• Honor your feelings 

• Walk softer, but with courage because the truth within asks for it.  

Not to punish or hurt you,

but to prepare you.

The quiet preparation

Beneath all the intensity, many can feel a gentle inner message:

“Make space. Continue healing, Something beautiful is approaching.”

Not dramatic, not a fireworks of shift, not fearful—

simply a sense that a new chapter is opening and cannot be rushed.

This is why so many of us feel pulled inward, pulled deeper, pulled toward clarity.

When the world feels loud and fragmented, the soul often leads us into stillness.

And in that stillness…

the next step reveals itself.

When you feel the hardening it is even more truer that you show up to what is asked.  

And to this I say to you …. 

Within the humble weaving of my path and what I am entrusted with

In seasons like this, when so much inside us is stirring, many people find themselves searching for a place to sit with it—to breathe through it, to understand it, to not walk it alone.

This is why I hold retreats.

This is why I offer one-on-one sessions.

This is why I teach, and gather, and open space for others.

Not because I ever set out to “be” anything.

But because something sacred keeps placing people—of all ages—onto my path.

And I’ve learned something over the years:

Children, animals, and those still close to their innate purity…

they recognize sincerity instantly.

They aren’t swayed by impressive words or spiritual language.

They feel the truth of a person’s energy long before they understand anything with their mind.

And in their quiet way, they lean toward what feels safe, real, and unforced.

This is one of the greatest honors of my work—

to be seen by the ones who cannot be fooled,

to be chosen by those whose spirits respond before their voices do.

It’s reminded me, again and again,

that what I offer is not a service—

it is a stewardship.

A sacred responsibility to hold space with integrity,

to witness someone’s becoming,

to guide without taking,

to lead without performing,

and to meet each soul—young or old—with the same reverence I once needed myself.

If the currents of this season are touching your life…

if something inside you is shifting, revealing, unraveling, or awakening…

know that you are held in something larger than confusion.

And if your path ever leads you to my sanctuary,

I will meet you gently—

as someone always walking with you. Excited and cheering you on to your own unique unfolding.  

And because of the way I was shaped, molded, and entrusted into this path,

I’ve learned something about timing—

there are moments when the Stream asks us to pause,

and there are moments when the Stream asks us to say yes.

Both are sacred.

I understand the part of you that wants to speed up your becoming,

to rush the change,

to leap ahead into the life you know is waiting.

And I also understand the part of you that hesitates

when the invitation finally arrives.

In our sittings, you may sometimes feel a gentle nudge from me—

a moment where it seems like I am inviting you forward more quickly

than your mind expected.

But this is not pressure.

It is not force.

It is not urgency.

It is simply that I can feel when the moment has ripened for you to say yes.  

I know when the “yes” is being asked and an opportunity to take another step… 

even when your mind is still catching up to what your soul already understands.

Not to push you,

not to rush you,

As how the mind would interpret - but because I recognize the doorway opening—

and I would not like to see you miss what your spirit came here to receive.

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A gentle understanding of “forced spiritual growth”

In this season of awakening, it’s important to remember:

spiritual growth is never meant to be forced.  

Many beautiful souls are hurting because they tried to ascend too quickly— when the window isn’t open yet… 

Rushing themselves into understanding their body, mind, and spirit were not prepared to hold.

We are all born at different vibrational starting points.

We all rise at different speeds.

We all carry different lessons.

There is no race.

There is no comparison.

There is only sincerity and timing.

Divine Growth isn’t meant to break your inner threads.

The Divine does not rush you when your timing isn’t asked.  

Your spirit rises in the rhythm of Divine Revelation.  

Know You are already on the path.

You do not need to ascend faster—

you only need to ascend true. And integrate practices into your day to day. 

If all of this feels like a lot, let this single sentence rest in your heart:

You are allowed to choose what is true for your soul, even if the world around you is still pretending.  It would either be just a pause or a continued devotion to your compass. 

You are allowed to step back.

You are allowed to feel everything.

You are allowed to hope for what you cannot yet see.

You are allowed to move toward the life that is calling your name.

Little by little,

breath by breath,

your inner compass is turning you home in whatever your human decision you feel to decide your unique path is already prepared for you.

I am thankful to be entrusted with you.

Thankful to witness your pauses,

your hesitations,

your discernment,

your unfolding commitments,

your quiet devotions to your own growth.

Every part of your becoming is welcome here.

I will tend to you when I am called,

in the timing your spirit chooses

and in the rhythm the Divine reveals.

For all the ways you are learning, expanding, hesitating, softening, and returning—

I give thanks.