The Yes That Chose Me

This Is Why I Say Yes

There are moments on this path when the call isn’t loud, but it’s undeniable. It doesn’t always arrive with clarity—but it arrives with weight, with presence, with something that feels older than time and yet meant for this exact moment.

What follows is a sharing from that space.

A glimpse into how this work found me—and why I continue to say yes.

It’s also an invitation.

To those who are feeling the quiet pull.

To those who are ready to cross a sacred threshold.

To those who know, deep down, that they’re meant to be part of something…...

This is the doorway I’ve walked through—

and the one I now open to you

Before This Work Took Shape .....

There was a time when I could sense something stirring just beneath the surface. I was already walking a spiritual path, already supporting others—but I felt there was a deeper layer trying to come through. It wasn’t that I was lost—it’s that my mind needed a different kind of understanding. A more expanded perspective. I began to notice moments, signs, and louder inner whispers that didn’t fit into the frameworks I’d known. Something beyond what I had words for was gently calling me in.

And This Calling Led Me Deeper… no matter how I refused

That quiet pull began to shape everything. Not all at once, but gently—through synchronicities, through ceremony, through the way energy began to speak louder than thought. As I allowed the energy to teach me, my mind began to understand what my soul had always known: there is a sacred intelligence moving through us, guiding us when we’re ready. And I was deemed ready—not just to receive, but to listen. That readiness is what this work—and the 10/10 retreat—calls forward in others.

The moment it all clicked wasn’t loud—it was reverent. In sacredness, I realized I didn’t need to try so hard, refuse, or strive to become. A part of me that had always known quietly rose to the surface, carried by the energy of humility, authenticity, and ceremony. It was a remembering—and a reconnection. Not to something outside of me, but to the way the divine speaks within me when I allow space.

Since then, the way I walk with life has changed—not because everything became perfect, but because I no longer try to control what is sacred. I’ve learned to meet what arrives, to soften where I once tensed, and to honor the seasons of becoming.

My path deepened—not from seeking anything, but from surrendering into presence.

And now, I open this retreat space for others to enter that same current of remembrance and return.

Not through effort or intellect do we declare our readiness.

It is through presence—through availability—that we show up to receive what the energy has been waiting to give us all along.

Because cosmic intelligence is as real as the rising and setting of the sun.

And it speaks… when we meet it with presence.

And still… there are more recent moments when doubt rises—not from disbelief in the path, but from the sheer weight of what lies in front of me during sessions, gatherings, teachings and day to day energetic request...

The healing task feels immense.

The body grows tired. And the mind, in its effort to protect, begins to whisper quietly, perhaps this is too much...

And then—without noise or prompting—came just after that whisper., a series of confirmations from a few souls reached out to share what had opened for them…

A memory restored. A truth remembered. A healing from the body long-awaited, now unfolding.

Their words were simple, but something in them landed deeply.

A kind of gratitude that echoed back to me—reminding me of the sacredness of this work.

Of how the energy moves… in ways far beyond what my tired mind or body can often see or feel.

This is why I say yes always.

I say yes to the energy. To the call beyond my being.

To the unseen orchestration that continues to move through me, around me, and on behalf of all who are called to remember.

Even when I doubt. Even when I tire.

I return to the yes that chose me first.

If you feel even the faintest tug in your spirit—this is your invitation to deepen your yes.

To cross the edge of the familiar.

To face the beautiful unknown.

Because it’s often on the other side of fear that something deeply revelatory awaits.

The offerings created are more than what they appear to be.

This is not just a retreat—it is a sacred threshold.

A gathering is upon you. Join me on 10/10.

It’s a return.

And your presence is already calling itself forward.

May these words meet you there.

With deep Love,

Pauline