It is and will always be a Process ✨

We spend so much time searching for that miracle pill…

something fast, something easy, something that takes the pain away

without asking ourselves to shift anything.

I understand that longing so well when I had the symptoms of severe fibromyalgia the symptoms of severe asthma ….

When you are tired, overwhelmed, or standing at the edge of your own limits,

of course you want something that “just works.”

Of course you want relief without one more demand placed on your weary body.

But that miracle pill… it doesn’t exist.

Because healing has never worked that way.

The body doesn’t heal through adding more and more into it.

It suffers not because it is missing a powder, or a capsule,

but because it is blocked — weighed down by acids, waste, stagnation,

old emotions hiding in the tissues,

and years of accumulated burden that keep the body from remembering its design.

Real healing is beautifully natural.

When we begin removing what’s in the way

— when we unclog, open, release, and clear —

the body wakes up.

It remembers.

It rebuilds.

It restores.

Because the intelligence, the chemistry, the blueprint

have always lived inside.

Most people do not have a nutrient deficiency…

they have an absorption and utilization issue.

And we don’t fix that by adding more.

We fix it by clearing the pathways the body relies on to function as it was created to.

This is where transformation truly begins —

not by forcing, not by stimulating,

not by swallowing more —

but by gently helping the body let go of what has held it back for years.

When you give the body that space,

it returns to its own homeostasis…

its own sacred balance.

And perhaps you’ve noticed…

I have quietly paused my teaching blog.

—because I am being reshaped.

I, too, am undergoing a deep inner process,

one that may not be visible when you see me in the sanctuary.

A process of being reorganized, recalibrated,

and realigned by something greater than my human timetable.

In meditation, I experienced a descent of Light so profound

that words cannot hold it.

A Presence that entered not as a vision,

but as a knowing that moved through every layer of my being —

a holy intelligence of Love that both steadied me and stretched me.

Since then, I have been listening.

Integrating.

Surrendering to the work happening within me.

I am not the same as I was even a month ago.

And because in my intentional meditations —

the ones I do not always do,

the ones reserved only for when I am called inward —

I am instructed to embody what is far beyond my ordinary understanding,

I find myself walking into states

that are challenging for my human mind to process.

Yet I follow, because the instruction is clear

and the guidance is not of this world.

If you’ve noticed that my approach feels different,

my ways have softened or deepened,

or the way you receive the energy has shifted —

it is because I was reminded that

we are never what we were yesterday.

Every day, we shed a little.

Some more, some less —

but shedding all the same.

And know this with certainty:

I will never solicit what you are not asking.

I will always meet you exactly where you are,

with no pressure, no expectation,

only presence and readiness

for the moment your soul calls for the next step.

What comes next will rise naturally,

from you and through you.

And if, in any moment,

an observation comes into your awareness

that you feel a slight hardening…

know that this is not resistance in the way the mind imagines.

It is simply a part of you recognizing truth

and not yet ready to receive it fully.

Even that is welcome.

Because in the hardening,

my work is still required.

In the softening, my work is still required.

In the in-between, my presence is still required.

Wherever you are,

I meet you there —

not ahead of you, not behind you,

but exactly where your soul stands.

And in your quiet,

I am there —

rooting for your healing,

interceding on your behalf,

holding your desires before the Light

until the moment my spirit hears you declare,

“No more.”

Until then, I walk with you.

In silence.

In reverence.

In the unseen spaces where healing truly begins.

With deep devotion beyond the mind,

Pauline✨